Kamal Ghorui
We’ve all been there—feeling like love is some prize we have to win if we just search hard enough. We treat it like a hunt where the “right” person is the grand trophy. But 13th-century poet Rumi had a much more perspective-shifting take on it:“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it,” he once said, and rightly so.It’s a bit of a gut punch, isn’t it? He’s basically saying that love isn’t something you “get.” It’s something that’s already there, like sunlight, but we’ve spent years building a fortress around ourselves and then wondering why it’s so dark.
Why we stay in “search mode” for love
We’re conditioned to think we’re “incomplete” until we find a partner. We treat love like a transaction or a destination. The problem is, when you’re constantly hunting for someone to “fix” your loneliness, you’re usually trying to use another person as a solution to your problems. Rumi suggests that the real work isn’t out there in the world—it’s in the quiet, sometimes uncomfortable corners of your own mind.
Identifying the “security systems”
Most of us aren’t even aware of the invisible walls we’ve built around us. They don’t look like brick and mortar; they look like personality traits. These “barriers” or walls usually sound like:– The armour of sarcasm: Using sarcasm or humour to keep people from getting too close to you.– Saying “I’m fine” when, in reality, you really need help.– Past ghosting: Holding onto old heartbreak so tightly that you’re effectively dating a ghost instead of the person in front of you.– Having an impossible checklist: Setting such high standards that nobody could ever meet them— which is really just a clever way to stay safe and alone.
Taking down the emotional walls
This isn’t about a huge, one-time “renovation.” Instead, it is a slow process of noticing your own patterns. Instead of asking, “Where is my soulmate?” try asking, “Why did I just shut down when that person tried to be kind to me?” It’s about catching yourself in the act of being defensive. When you stop playing hide-and-seek with your own feelings, you start becoming “breathable” again. You don’t have to hunt for love; you just have to stop actively blocking the door.
The big shift
The goal isn’t to become “perfect” so you can finally be loved. The goal is to become open to love. When you start removing those internal barriers—the shame, the fear, the rigid expectations—love doesn’t just “arrive.” You realise it was always there; you just started noticing it now.So, if you had to be brutally honest with yourself: What is the biggest “barrier” you’re currently hiding behind? Tell us in the comments below.
